challenging myself?

Went to NS this afternoon. Left home at around 14:30 and arrived nearly 2 hours later.

I was only able to participate in their closing. However, Rina's talk inspired me.
Yet it's really sad when I look back I find I missed sooo many things and moments, and that regrets me.
Like she said, when you think you can't take on too much responsibility because you might be too busy, you're running away from a chance to grow, to learn, to challenge yourself.

Yes, I've always been a coward. Not willing to face my biggest weakness of being lazy, being shy and on top of everything, being passive.

After this summer, I decided to challenge myself and walk out of the comfort zone.
I can endure the bad environment, but I have other weakness, which doesn't seem to exist in others life.

I try to keep up with every meeting I'm supposed to participate in.
And, try to be more active.


God knows how hard it would be,
but this year is the last one that would allow me to spend time on these things.

So work it out.